Rainbows, Rubbish, Ravings and Ramblings of my Random Existence

26 May 2015

8 months huh?

In case you are interested, I am still alive. Can't say the same for my SLife. I have not logged in for weeks and I don't miss it. I have not blogged for 8 months because I have nothing good to share for the past 8 months.

I really don't want to complain. The long of the short is that I landed a new abusive boss at work a few days after my last blog post, spent the next few months defending myself from her at a frequency of up to 7 times a day, oh all that drama!, judged her (un)worthiness, quitted, got headhunted by a sister company that turned out to seem to be trying to pull a fast one on my situation and shortchange my employment benefits, and finally went jobless.

I started my new job last week with a slight compromise to what I should have gotten and a lot of apprehension. It is, however, a good bargain in other aspects and I am glad to report that my new boss is not abusive. The colleagues I need to work closely with seem wonderful. I will be all sunshine and rainbows again once I recover from the negativity that had been awoken in me from the last job. Till then, I will count my blessings and be grateful to everyone who has remained supportive and even tried to help me when I was down.

I am breathing again. :)

Posted by Tashi Core

27 September 2014

The Death Meme

I am taking up this meme because death is a topic always close to my heart.

I am weird like that. I face and consider any situation as bluntly as I like to escape it half the time. There was a point in my life when I was struck with the realisation that life is more fragile than we dare to believe, and the concept of death has never really left my mind since. Not that I want to die yet, but I often stop to think about whether I would leave this life with a lot of regrets when my time comes.

1. Do you ever think about dying? How do you expect you’ll die?
I think about dying almost all the time, I think about dying in depth every time I have to make a relatively significant decision because I don't want to have any more regrets at death than I already have today. I don't give much thought to the physical way I would die, I only hope and wish and pray that it won't be too sudden. Hopefully I am blessed with sufficient time to be prepared both emotionally and mentally to face my final situation in this life.

2. Do you believe in an afterlife? If so, how do you visualize it?
I believe in rebirth and karma, the "law" of cause, condition and effect. I don't know where anyone will go next, but I do have a few ideal situations I'll like to find myself in in my next existence that I prefer not to talk about in this blog.

3. What is your preferred form of apocalypse and why?
lol What kind of question is this? I just hope it will be as painless as possible. I don't like to see others suffer, but it seems that suffering is inescapable as long as there is life.

4. How many times have you cheated death so far?
I believe that we have all cheated death countless times without even knowing it. There are many situations that are not considered close to death, but who really knows how slim a slip-through was? I am almost unscathed at the moment.

5. Which fictional villain would you be okay being killed by?
I am unwilling to be killed by anyone. lol. I prefer to kill myself if need be.

6. If you're murdered, do you stay and haunt the culprits forever or do you give up that opportunity to leave and go to heaven/hell/Cancun?
I will be worried for the next victims, otherwise I am quite willing to move on without bother.

7. Will you have done everything you have wanted by the time you die?
I can only try my best.

Posted by Tashi Core

23 July 2014

All I Feel is Sex Sex Sexy

Top: Masoom - Too Hot for You
Bottom: Masoom - Love Petal
Eyelashes: Lumae - Long Lashes
Hair: Argrace - Sakura - Red
Makeup: Glam Affair - Gemma - Freckles 03, Miamai - Deco Shadows 02
Necklace: Lazuri - Regal Desire - Red
Shoes: Coco - Over the knees boots - Black
Skin: Lumae - Evie 2 - Cream - Electron
Shape: Tashi Core - Faye

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12 July 2014

The Goodnight Post

I suppose it is time for me to make some noise. Well, not literally, but it's better this way since I do write better than I speak. (Besides, I do not want to give away the fact that I am really a man in disguise.)

SL has settled into a rather relaxed routine for me although I don't log in daily. I'll come in, check my notices, do some shopping, maybe take some pictures and sort some inventory, talk to someone, log out. It's all good.

I can't say the same for RL. Nothing bad is going on, but I am feeling like maybe I will never settle in with life itself anymore. Do I make sense? Maybe not. Think I need more sleep.

Ok, goodnight.

Posted by Tashi Core

Candyland Elegance

Dress: Masoom - Princess Frostine
Eyes: Negaposi - Mystic Eyes - Universe
Eyelashes: Aeva - Long Lashes
Hair: Truth - Marisol - Espresso
Makeup: Glam Affair - Gemma - Freckles 03
Jewellery: Fairy Tail - Garden
Skin: Glam Affair - Livy - Artic - 04
Shape: Tashi Core - Faye

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